title: Everything
date: Friday, October 9, 2009
time:8:32 PM
Mainly dedicated to classmates
I keep coming to this page hesitating whether i should blog not. I even hesitated clicking on the ‘Publish Post’ button after writing,
Cause all this is too emotional.
It’s like the emotions are taking over me,
I need somewhere for me to say it all out.
Firstly, today's the last school day for us in Deyi.
Not that we'll never go there again or not stay in contact,
Just that the thought of not being able have lessons with my classmates in my class makes me sad. We'll never have lessons in that classroom anymore. Though i'm always complaining how boring lessons were, they've become part of my life routine. And suddenly i don't have to do it anymore.
A week back, i was hearing Cw talk about how upset he is about last day of school, then i started thinking about those fun we had in school, classmates, friends, teachers, lessons, everything! I just feel all weird thinking that we have to leave Deyi soon, taking with us 4 years worth of memories.
Illene said: Don's worry lah, you want, you still got one week!
And today, one week is up,
I wanted to go to school early or something, but failed to wake up early. I used to go to school very very early, just wanted to try experiencing it on the last day. Then at recess, we didn't get to sit at Ldf, cause Jas wasn't feeling well. We didn't spend our last recess at Ldf, i hope whoever takes over that place after us takes good care of it.
Last period was actually Math, quite siannnn cause it's MATH! But end up, when math ended, it really marked the end of everything. Our last greeting to Ms Chew, she cried, and we all started too.
Nostalgia and overwhelming emotions.
I lost control and couldn't stop,
When it was time to leave the class, i didn't feel like walking away.
I guess i've become emotionally-attached to the class.
I didn't expected i would react so strongly to this goodbye.
People might not feel it yet, but cause i've been thinking about it since last week, i feel it even stronger.
Someone said: I would miss my friends, everyone but not the place, Deyi sucks.
I was shocked at my own reply to him,
I said:
No matter how sucky Deyi is,
I's the place where i've spent 4 memorable years in.
If the place was different, everything would have changed.
I hate goodbyes, i swear i hate them,
If people were to slowly disappear from my life,
I wouldn't feel such a strong impact.
Those proper bidding farewells would sure end with a free flow of tears.
Illene's right,
People come, People go.
It's part of life.
Anyway,
Thankyou 407 for all those shitty wonderful times together.
I love you all.
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche,
Are perfectly right in my eyes.
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